ELLEMKTZEN

Like a moth attracted to the light,
my eyes can't help but catch,
let's hope for us both I can control myself tonight.

I can't help it, as hopeless as it is,
wondering back, if i'd never let you go,
would people look at me and say she's his,
I guess it doesn't matter, I will never know.

You look pained,
and I wanna wash it away,
but my voice is strained,
when you walk away.

My heart's on my sleeve,
but yours is buried deep,
you get up to leave,
and I can't even bring myself to speak.

I'm being looked down on,
being questioned,
told it was wrong,
like it was my suggestion.

Can you look at me, without pain?
I'm sick of this weariness,
and i'm sick of your shame,
all you had to do was say yes.

When I asked you if this was a bad idea,
if there was a chance,
I thought I made my feelings clear
i'm sure you felt me tense.

Stop saying sorry to me,
it doesn't help at all,

We just keep coming back for more,
The fact you won't leave her,
makes me a little less unsure,

Open yourself up to me,
Let her go and be here with me,
I'm sorry I cant be the person you want me to be,
I'm sorry I can't be what you see.

Cause im not strong
And I never was,
Stop convincing me
That it's me whose wrong

Let me go so I can move
Away from her and away from you
Before you turn to go,
And leave all we know